Thanks Will. I have wondered about poppers and always put off using them. For me I don't think that use would be wise since I have a heart arrhythmia which, I guess, is due to a congenital condition. So did acetyl nitrate become illegal because it was too much fun or dangerous health wise? Like many things in the gay subculture the reality may not be what it is all cracked up to be. Sorry for you about Joe. That's another thing that I wonder about, death and maybe possible reunion. At the end of Holding the Man Timothy Conigrave says, "Ci vedremo lassu, angel." Or, "We'll see each other up there, (my) angel." For myself I hope that that is true.